i feel like my emotional constipation is gone now, after doing that lululemon order

i have intense gatekeep feelings over holly black

like, THE SPIDERWICK CHRONICLES

crying buying lululemon groove pants on sale because i have major self esteem issues. i deserve to have things i want and i don't need to justify that. i am worthy of not having to self-induce suffering in order to feel happiness

last week (? or so) i came to the realization that i understand fight club now. i want to experience violence. i sat on top of travis the other day and wanted to beat him into the floor like in the mma fight we watched.

good morning

i am miserable and want to unavlive myself because my eyelids are uneven

ugly crying over the crash landing on you finale and we're only 30 min into a runtime of 1 hour and 22 minutes

also, maybe i am addicted to we'd