scooping daiquiri ice into a bowl in the kitchen, a weird moment when non-linear time stretches and coils through itself like rna packed in tight. me doing this exact thing, here and now, but also in bozeman, wearing puppy socks and a blanket, but right now i am wearing a robe that travis just got me for christmas, but i am also in shorts, a tank, dirty feet in the summer and d kitchen. post-kaneko pool and taking my ice cream up to my balcony to look at the sunset over North Salem.

I think I forgot to mention that I can only see through the fibers of time at this exact moment of alignment (Is there a more, um, celestial term I might use? You, shouldn't you, with your ASTROPHYSICS PHD, know something about that?)

because of we'd smoking :)

byeee

i had forgot about

• celestial ethereal cereal

ok!!!!! i get it!!!! it is awesome to be me!!!!

i gotta internalize this!!!!

my spotify is full of dumb hipster shit from the past decade when today I am a binch who loves pop music

also i love the sound of jayb's voice. and, like, his vocal tone is a 90s-boy-band kind of sound.

was thinking about how you can get higher and drunker in the shower from like dilated blood vessels, or whatever, when i had the thought that the era of my life in which getting home from a task and then being encouraged to get ready and catch up, drinks-wise, to go out is an era that is probably soundly over :( boo!

things written down from the other night, going to hugo (& lily'?)'s to hang out and visit:

• trav was glad someone at the function complimented my jeans
• i love just being to walk into any convo and be like "i have a phd" (the girls last night were all in the same phd lab) and im immediately never going to be down a level, academically
• amazingly different (and positive) reaction from the girls last night when compared to someone non-academic in my life hears about how i had quit my postdoc and science and wasn't working. the girls were so excited and happy for me when i mentioned it!

i also put this on tumblr on saturday but the part in promiscuous (nelly furtado ft timbaland) where its like "i want you on my team / so does everybody else" like um shrug has lived in my brain for over half my life #brainwormz :/

1. Annie's
2. Pillsbury
3. Safeway store brand

• former ingenue
• prettiest smartest captain of the team
• soft speak with a mean streak
• moving like a tremendous machine
• not a trout stream
• sweeter and colder than a frozen tangerine

... anything else?

all the things i am trying to do would be so much easier than what i am doing now if i just had the hypothetical server that i talk about building.

like, self-hosting my database for one (obviously). but also, if i had my own email server running it would be more simple to implement my mobile posting solution. and there are others, i am sure, but i would need to think about it more.

i mean ya i brought the raspb pi out of storage, however!! inb4 this xkcd:

xkcd: Automation

omg this is the tiniest violin problem in the world but when my firefox updated so did my rss reader extension and now instead of being the same color as the other extensions in the toolbar it is BRIGHT ORANGE